Here, Loved and Lost

As I knelt down looking at the last print of my love’s path I noticed that they got lighter and harder to see.
“Starrain, where have you gone?”
I felt a nuzzle next to me and it was my loyal mount.
“Master tis time for you to morn no more,” he says to me in the link we share. “She has gone to the ancestors and waits there.”
“NO!” as I stand I start running into the woods and as I run I notice that the animals move from me, not too me as usual.
After running for what seemed miles I collapsed at the river on the other side of Astranaar.
“Milord love wake I must speak with you,” looking up, its her or what I thought of as her. “Milady you have changed your.. No longer here are you?”
“No, I am not forgive me love the call of our ancestors has reached my ears and I have had to answer that call.”
“BUT WHAT OF ME?” I scream to the apparition of my love.
“When do I get to live happy?” As the rains fall I notice they have mixed with tears that I did not know that I had flowing.
“Poor Hunter,” she strides towards me and takes my head and places it in her lap as she sit “You are happy,  Have I not found a place for you to call home? Have you not achieved more then you ever thought you could and I have given you a lady to follow, Just take what I have given you and grow stronger. Look at you sir.”  She tries lifting me. But I will not let her see the pain in my eyes. STAND AND FACE ME LOVE!”
My head shoots up and I stand as if a lightning bolt hit me.
“You are not weak, you are to become a leader and she will love you one day.”
“Bu..but Star I wanted to be here for you, How is it that you can toss our love to the side as if it were a trinket that you wish to not carry any longer?”  
It was at that point that I noticed that it was not just rain but tears from her as well.
I hd pained her more than of I slayed her myself.
“Love I have given more then I thought I could and for that You and I will forever be one.” It was at this point that I noticed that her feet were not just fading but fading to the earth.
“Starrain I’m not finished I want you to know that I will go as you ask but I must know what is her name and how can I give my heart to her?
As I look I notice that she has all but disappeared.
“Her name is Air….”
And with that my beloved Starrain had left for the ancestors and As I looked I noticed that the hole that had been in my heart and soul was no filled and I was once again a complete man.   
I have now seached for her that she has graced me with.


FAREWELL STARRAIN !